J and S

 

Young love. Isn't it freaking adorable? (Sarcasm). Okay, I know it isn't cool to be jealous of your 15-year-old brother who has a "friend" who might be his "girlfriend" and they kiss and hold hands and everything...she even says "I love you" and they still can't freaking figure out if they're a couple. It's the latest family drama. "If she isn't your girlfriend then why do you kiss all the time?" is a constant question Luke brings up. I don't know what the big deal is. I think S might be afraid of getting hurt if they make it official and she gets even more attached. I think they both don't know what they have, though she seems a lot more to handle than J is. I haven't had an official in quite some time now, and if a cute guy started loving me and kissing me and holding my hand, you better believe I'm gonna call him my boyfriend and he'll be expected to take me to dinner and call me and help me study, etc. This girl doesn't realize that once J is the boyfriend, she has more power. But with more power means more heartache, I guess, and that's the only thing she seems to be focused on. They were kissing in the car right in front of me (literally...believe me), and one kiss had too much spit in it and you could totally hear. Lol, I'm not sure if I'm the only one who noticed. Luke said the kissing was annoying, and as usual I was no comment. I tried to pretend they weren't even doing anything weird but it was a little hard with the closeness and spit going on. I talked to Luke basically nonstop throughout the whole car ride. I actually think Luke was jealous of the pairing because it meant Jared wasn't paying attention to him a.k.a annoyed. Which he said. So I'm right. Haha. But, yeah, I'm not worried about it. I'm just gonna move on from these memories of closeness and spit and daydream about Logan from Big Time Rush. Ever since Kristin told me he plays the geeky one on the show, I thought no one would be into him...that I could be the "only one" who liked him and live in my own fantasy of everyone hitting on Carlos, James, and Kendall and me having Logan all to myself to flirt with. ;) But...never gonna happen! Almost every YouTube video I watched with him in it, there was at least one girl declaring him hot, and I never saw any remarks about the other boys! :( Haha, there's always daydreaming...